Sattrio on Nostr: Building, and focusing on improving or maintaining myself, always seems to be easier, ...

Building, and focusing on improving or maintaining myself, always seems to be easier, more comfortable and more productive.

It's a bit chicken-or-egg, but regardless, I have difficulty connecting with people for a reason... Every time I try to force myself to integrate more, it's followed up with a swift reminder of why I ended up focusing on building.

Every. Damn. Time.

And with no improvement each time, either. Not only does it not work, but I never get any closer to making it work.

That's not to say I don't have friends and connections, but they are friends and connections on natural terms, and they are 1000x easier.