Welcome to my swamp. Enter at your own risk. Author doesn't bite, but is known to occasionally try to lick. Subema means 'someone who likes submissivity'. #nsfw friendly, #flr wannabe, occasional #foodstr
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Last Notes npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Real connection can have many forms #nevent1q…7zy5 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Breathing the atmosphere of an old bookshop on a seaside street, with a view of the rough northern ocean that's never inviting for a swim - not that the old bearded owner cares, he goes for a few morning strokes anyway, just before he lights the fireplace, lights his pipe, and sits in the shop's armchair, ready to be a broken-man NPC in someone else's story... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Good match: ✅ can make you cry ✅ can make you feel good ✅ has multiple layers ✅ comes in multiple colors ✅ can take the heat ✅ but is just as good taking it raw ✅ better when wet ✅ pairs well with meat Long story short: https://cdn.azzamo.media/e72fc9fffdde2d25e7b766d9ab5327b550803221a5befedd8608260403cef95e.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema There is a peg for every hole. https://cdn.azzamo.media/d346ab6e3ae884dc61aa283dfcd1d88922c1cceddab7da2310d46de399221b89.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #mood https://cdn.azzamo.media/c6a616d24bce613533294cc065458659e70a633fb18ba6ce9e493370a280527c.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema TIL that this pose is called frogbutt and has an enthusiastic community on Reddit: /r/FrogButt/. Not something to tell over dinner, but still interesting. https://cdn.azzamo.media/cb0c561fc03ee887d6db8680045ed87204a3fd778dd4b61dd8893bf806fe0e2c.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕🌤 https://cdn.azzamo.media/d5110d1815b1ee6177a0632efd933fe613fdefba0f07f12e2ea2fc02b1b0c3f2.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/026ce4687c20edb20bf5b0a7e60a316b638d8bd53c3f018be5cba87f54d79449.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #mood https://cdn.azzamo.net/9de80d303b91c16ae24be1788b2e40a6bc54794026d1135d0fbfb03f694cefa2.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I mean I tried, but I am not that flexible, maybe after year or two of yoga.... And losing some weight 😁 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/5bb632c7495fd2d362032cdb44ca80a0c9f307a80da9741e6b9aa31a91cf360e.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/871a32932a64d223212f00f3f7ab298323643571541bee95340aaab870b00189.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Guilty as charged 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I am fortunate enough to live in a city with a fairly large library housed in a historical building with a larger adjacent park. A walk to borrow a book then takes you by a bench with a post-grad student who just ditched her light coat for the early chilly morning and now bathes in the sun listening to audiobooks, an alternative chick with round glasses, a long black ponytail, playing into Friday's image with boots and knee socks, who is reading a thick book with floral fore-edge illustration, or just a librarian that makes you want to return a book late just to give her a reason to punish you. I love spring. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/6045f7b5affe1cf10c0ba6f6112babbb99a1676ebfbf13970eea94001d707eaf.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/3ec884af323546835ad496731bcc9cf4f7702575a13be833112b1ee159002ebb.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ⛅☕ https://cdn.azzamo.media/90de4dd9684a33b5251fb28e7e094b984ea25e38123a2136244ebb4debd6c9d4.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Still would https://cdn.azzamo.media/281c815840d08465f031b125d0133720d9cc21a7758f069b65d734aa9877dfbc.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Not my cup of tea, but I respect the game, respect the playa https://cdn.azzamo.media/41a37de31ac64dbb2a895816cb5f387a00a732fb81784063d8c9171c84908392.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/9451b87988f8548ddd17d29523612735df2e8de850bac29eece03cd55b64a3b2.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/04ecce9af0989c489768ef6d4a9e76934027e5c496301b42ca8f636f416162b8.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ok ok, I MAY consider counting calories now. https://cdn.azzamo.media/824c6cadce65e9b7a25ebdbf11c80e45e1cab9fa7001ddfd9ef6c5fc220b5e4d.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I must say, I often feel that parched myself... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, great, more nightmares 😂 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://media3.giphy.com/media/Ae7SI3LoPYj8Q/giphy.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Thanks for the nightmares, I guess... https://cdn.azzamo.media/ae802a113a6f75e308e104a4614ff03340a05b8233a43a625a7c05a24e003f09.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema They do what? https://cdn.azzamo.media/3cb1a320a8a89eb4cdeea7f50e681e5ee7db3f0e1a5e2927e6e3f8cc9294b7c8.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema One man's trash, another man's treasure. https://cdn.azzamo.media/78af917f8bfa1e51ccdfce71c751aa108d52e521aaeef3a924d1074f47355e51.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Browsed my profile and it seems that there are notes that are no longer reachable, not even three weeks back. I suspect they were quotes/boosts from a Mastodon proxy relay. Kinda irked they disappear so quickly. #DeadInternetStrikesAgain npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/07fb3f0f42881b4f4bb552e1614e4bbebbe534bda9a7ed7864387f038ad9ad22.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema From time to time, I get reminders from an amateur site we used to post on. The few galleries we made are long hidden now, but the profile still gets a trickle of traffic here and there. Would disable it, but I refuse to acknowledge these times may not return. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/20ed59f15ee37958584a79f6ee027126d108ca3a607f582118d34be7f3108c1d.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #perspective #nevent1q…cc9g npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/c7688deee5d5ee992be48613a8e82971bd72249bc0d4bd87bd6fa275cfbe8026.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I live by the rule: if it made me laugh (read: blow from my nose a little harder), a zap is in order. ⚡ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema This brisk morning, my T'Pau had switched her tight-hugging top for a light white wool jacket. And even without makeup, it did NOT fuel fantasies any less. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕🌤 https://cdn.azzamo.media/f31d735b88dde56320184afe68713c1f9d10119461f292ae5dcfdcd0f91c2c27.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I mean, you sear it afterwards, right? Right? 😃 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You guys are getting bosses? 😱 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Godspeed! Let the maillard reaction be with you 🖖 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I think there is too few role models to make it socially acceptable 🥲 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://media.tenor.com/pgZFU8BsAhEAAAAM/finally-someone-gets-it-stick-goldstein.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #yes https://cdn.azzamo.media/6c0aefe8978a7354af38eab16777291648f7afb4219b546a615b08c7a41ee1e8.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I used to have that attitude, then I got an arrow in the knee - eh, I mean last autumn my subconscious caught up with reality and it kind of gave up on achieving that. Now it's like being a junkie getting out of the permanent spaced-out state filled with fantasies, having a hard crashout from time to time. Then I woke up to the former-addict phase: on the plus side, no more crash landings; on the negative side, no more sky-highs, and I get to live in the real world (more often)... Well, anyways, it's moot. Either it has a solution and it will eventually turn up on its own, or it doesn't have one and there's no reason to strive. 🫡 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/ec06ff180b6fc914f4079b97a0f7beed34455269469acddbc3bf3169847041a6.jpg #nsfw #sfl npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/ff2aa6075b75fca14903fac92c7d584934a41ac4bb9ff6a7969ddfc00abd2cc4.jpg #cute npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ok, may have to cut Avatar some slack. Watching the second one, which begins with "happiness is not complicated, it's like having an evening date without the kids again." #bro npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Blast from the past! npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You can just ask people to do that for free? 🤯 😁 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Somehow yearning more than before the weekend. Not in the dark/sulking way this time. Still trying to keep it cool so as not to come out as needy as I really feel, since it makes Her feel bummed that She can't satisfy my needs, and we (eventually) had some nice action just yesterday... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema 🤩 https://cdn.azzamo.media/ddd580b6554823aefda22ab53642fec8087731c53f15082d746ae8015620942a.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #mood https://cdn.azzamo.media/9c4bb957767fdd3e858b8bfdabcb47575734af9beaacbb55e4a7700b9ec44b4f.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/d0d9996d5ee423bc59be65cec3131c7616dac492dd49e726ef16c78ad842df66.webp https://media1.tenor.com/m/u1V_-f-jXmcAAAAC/malreynolds-firefly.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Catchy tune! I like that part about polishing lamps 😏 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/a5a225c035b4724220e6f2c33754284127546954bfc12bc2b23435f3514fa00e.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/c145b6516778e79ebe483206f4c798b220c1e3453715f9b5bddcf021c9354a9d.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/4484c0588c50fcb8c3eb0db3ccad33f1dcbe2ccf4a129a046317c325a481a3bd.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema 👧: Oh, daddy, what is that on the photo? It looks like a flower.
👨: Oh, you are right, but it's actually an aerial photo of plane hangars like the ones we saw at the airport [pulls out aerial photos of said airport]. See? Only these ones are destroyed.
👧: Why?
👨: They were built for a different war than the current one and didn't offer enough protection. 👧: There is a war? Who with whom?
👨: ...OK, so it's pretty far away, in Iran [map], and it's the USA [map] that is causing this. Some prelude to a war, you may say. 👧: Why?
👨: Well, you see [... a mid-length #infodump later...] so Putin believes that thanks to the Russian empire having historical dibs on Ukraine, it was OK to try to annex it to help boost his political standing, which is basically one of the reasons Trump is doing this with Iran now, but Iran has some problems of its own, so we kind of close our eyes on it, since having Iran weakened weakens Russia too.
👧: What problems do they have in Iran?
👨: I would be happy to explain, but we are for some reason running half an hour late already. Wonder where that time went. #parentstr #impromptuHistoryLessons npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ever since I played Beyond Good & Evil, I have always romanticized living in a lighthouse, or a house with a reading nook in a tower 😍 Now this looks like the only thing to scrutinize is the circular stairs — would be a pain to move furniture there. And it looks older, would be a pain to heat up, and the bathroom looks like it's from the last century, but #stillwould https://cdn.azzamo.media/eebdc1861400cabfbadba6460b716e6148786e4cdaf4356acd471220d90c7006.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕⛅ https://cdn.azzamo.media/655e36e31ff8d72e1e86cbdf4b90d26be6aeb8dd1a1426291c9468e5fc570e38.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Hectic morning, forgot to put on my wedding ring. Too far to return for it 😭 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Where can one obtain this pamphlet? Asking for a friend 😅 https://cdn.azzamo.media/3df81ee6092de7a92a40eb219cf86710290b96501c500c40e5891e6dd54c67de.webp [https://www.oglaf.com/] npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, look, finaly usage for private bookmarks! ... Well, at least that's what friend said. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/35f78eb3d2155deb3241098bdaf762633d107c97c8356307bb4dc50673e97406.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Third time is the charm! Kids made a dessert that needed some fridge time, which created Netflix documentary time for them and chill time for parents. Fast reprise of foreplay, some frantic clothes slinging later, made Her happy again; my will too weak for Her mouth. Granted, with all-day on-off action, my stamina was pretty weak, so She made a pearl necklace in just a few touches. Surprisingly, She wanted me to slow-touch her as aftercare - would have been a prelude for another round, but kids were getting restless and we spent more time listening to creaky stairs than her moaning. Anyway, had some pillow talk about frequency/intensity again. Not really expecting anything to change, but it made me feel validated anyway. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Poor dog, being mooned so hard it's on the verge to turn into the werewolf 😁 #nevent1q…pfuz npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Little bumpy road to after-snack bedroom play while kids were outside. Managed to make Her feel good twice in a row, with Her dictating the fingering with Her tongue in my ear. Felt like the chef from Ratatouille 😅 Still, it was an exercise in interruptions with three forced pauses. Ended without being able to pull out oil, toys, or even the ambassador. The last thing doesn't bother me much, but this forced scheduling is really leaving me bittersweet. #ItsLikeEdgingButWithoutTheGoodStuff npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I can sync from new to old though. The new one seems to lack this functionality. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I asked them about possible migrtion from their "old" blossom. Still waiting for the reply... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Morning in bed, after a week of hits & misses, I unceremoniously just slid my hand over her pyjama to her crotch. (She is on the opposite part of the fast & hard-to-finish vs easy-strolling & path-can-be-the-destination spectrum than me.) She just welcomed me, and not a minute of circling later, she engulfed my fingers with passion and had me suck her nipples. All went well until one of the kids decided to show up, partly because she made a Lego creation, partly because the audiobook was too scary (but not scary at all for her younger brother), partly because she wanted to look from a window, partly to ask what we will be doing today, and in not a small part (that I am sure of) obeying a subconscious urge to spoil any plans of getting another sibling. Credit where credit is due, that little rascal achieved all her goals. #fml (or just me) npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ever since the times of Leia's slave bikini, I can't complain about merchandising in the sex toy department without being a hypocrite, but I think this is taking it a little too far (and wide). https://cdn.azzamo.media/4d7e2936013cac5a50102b93c79ee7d1fc5e1dc7693caa10a821b38fa9b8c9f0.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Not wanting to brag or anything, but over 10% of blossom uploads on the new @npub1jjn…vknm media are caused by yours truly. I know, they are starting, so the bar is low now, but it still warms my heart knowing that my degeneracy made a dent 🤗 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema 🫡 #guilty https://cdn.azzamo.media/091886bc500b7c04ffabc86862b458366f1ea8c4e155747ddf3f8d28bd7f05d7.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ⛅☕ https://cdn.azzamo.media/050ac46c32f590fe2d31cc3142d49f944b227ff1a7a51fb2d84244cbde31852f.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Sorry, I am not used to handling long things 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Rant incoming. It's longer, so buckle up (NOT what she said) Rewatching Avatar cause she wanted to, and there is SO much going on that irks me. On one hand, they say they connect with all life, yet every time they "connect," it's to control and claim "now you are mine"! (Except right before they have ponytail sex, the main hero has the option to pick a wife from a tribe, wtf?) They supposedly hate fire, but as soon as you need to show tribes getting together, it's sentry fires on every corner. They can't penetrate (hehe) glass in one scene, but when they need to, they suddenly can. Most of the deaths are stupid (oh, look, I have the same ship as the enemy, should I infiltrate and cause panic? No, better paint it in war colors so nobody gets confused that I am the enemy). There was no Wilhelm scream. They hold a drawn bow on the evacuation line (both not cool AND stupid - you can't hold a bow for a long period of time and it greatly limits your angle speed; I should know, I saw a YT video on that, so I am somewhat of an expert). They panic and rely on some bigger power to solve their issues (not even sure why that overreliance maddens me so much). In the end, they get saved by eagles - sorry, zerg overmind - which could have done it anytime. I am usually one who can't see the "white savior" phenomenon, but boy, it's hard here. But to be fair, I don't think it was their intention. It's just that the film works if you use it as a TikTok shorts source, but otherwise... I mean, it's actually doing well, based on the fact that only the big bad general has any believable narrative going on. Granted, even he has some tropes going, but it's like a facade, not a skeleton for him. Given, we were looking at the extended version (that's supposed to be better, right?), since that's the only version film enthusiasts care enough to keep seeding after so long. Oh, and the biggest thing of all? I don't buy there is nada of avatar-enhanced intimacy. It's not zoophilia if tails are connected, right? #rant #film npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #asknostr #nevent1q…m58n npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/94b1e50669d10858120e6208d51b1d6623d4a6f671f76f6cf976e164fc2136c8.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/4c46ee525eb313f286b9c4a1df7aa9a82217a53f193134c8e082845f0119d4e7.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I am more of a cumin guy myself... https://cdn.azzamo.media/af4d8635bb53a23bb3ab8dfbefa7fde5c0db6956794bf81c93133d8403854250.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/55f01050668208b2f318f2bb7281dccde0a7f87bbb2fece2a91b1c8be7cf9acc.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Seems like I really need to pimp up my writing https://cdn.azzamo.media/b3081ea50928c7151c4786c7dd498af6730ced66f5be2170d10334df874a8587.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema One day... https://cdn.azzamo.media/8c0033678f984443746c741ae1cdc9c02e58940481124979c3f287ea19010802.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It's still in English 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Kinda bummed today 😔 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕☁ https://cdn.azzamo.media/30098bec7c027d5f381d4fd3db6065b041e9afee16759c447c970baa882712fd.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema We had Bridgeton recommended by her colleague, but the synopsis didn't catch Her eye, may try to suggest it later though. As for a book, I would need to translate it before 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/444f865c4d3e02fa296efe6c61f6fe8f58d0e262731e9bfbabddeaefa7beb92a.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Well, print on demand IS getting pretty cheap these days... :) Maybe I should offer service nostr2book? 🤔 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Huh, the marketing information is getting more accurate every day. https://cdn.azzamo.media/2f3368dc4233fb9e70ad75027f5f6ee3369c3391012b4f6e8a6c816bcdbc69d5.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Being shy or doubting yourself can really put a damper on your creativity. Like, "I can't write that, it's lame", or "nobody would like my art anyway". Which is a double shame, since you are robbed of spreading your wings, and the world is less without your creations. And then there is this motherfucker... https://cdn.azzamo.media/daf4c68725b7030dc42b894a79590246b77224e2b74364d6829eb1c2947d4a81.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Is there an option to migrate/clone data from "old" azzamo server? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #BeTheChaos https://cdn.azzamo.media/b433d564fac7a84d8186af5396b2aeacc638deee684a41d951abfb31161dbca0.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I mean, it's cute that she remembered, right? https://cdn.azzamo.media/8091bb4cfd7834d3ec2a47ae8178fbf90a66f757ccb9561f832b88f04664be5c.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema A picture is worth a thousand words https://cdn.azzamo.media/dec5cf32bc121853156d9af899bf963455392c33a7cb0462831ceea18fc5a0a4.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #yes https://cdn.azzamo.media/929e00f5536f6a30c5421168cc82dc142b67428b830a8a5f905431565eeccfa0.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/0dde09739bb916d971ed7441521f65ba70c0e40b07b7e7075d8ce201025b91c9.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Spotlights: - replaying texts and voice notes or even imagining every possible scenario in your mind obsessively
- thrives on fantasy, uncertainty, and the emotional dopamine highs
- it feels euphoric, like you're on top of the world. But if things don't go the way you hoped – or if the other person doesn't feel the same way – it can hit you like a ton of bricks.
- that your brain struggles with delayed gratification
- rejection sensitivity, where the slightest sign of disinterest can feel like a physical blow
- might find yourself struggling to focus on work, study, or daily tasks because your mind keeps wandering back to the person ...but that's just how hopeless romantics with a strong physical love language are, right? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, and now you tell me that nodding along to this is bad? And what do you mean these things are not normal? https://www.bps.org.uk/psychologist/adhd-and-limerence npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, right, and it's "I" who's perverted... https://cdn.azzamo.media/f16813bc7a8caaf3ccfc9c635d5ebde7f4987a62aa43d143a1ac1a760735d330.png