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It's not anyways about the greatest returns. npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Glad to see more who are aware of this npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Have you watched garbage warrior? npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures It's okay to be anti immigration, and anti ice at the same time. npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures I read Elon is providing free star link access. For whatever that's worth. Not to sure how many will have receivers npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Yes npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures The right is becoming woke npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Amazing story. Love to hear it. Ty npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures It's interesting how quickly content that shows cops /state goons getting beaten, attacked, etc gets scrubbed from the internet. They only keep up the content showing them oppressing and winning. npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Week three of being laid up from herniated disk. So humbling. I can't wait until the pain subsides. Ready to go after it this year. I really want to add to my stack. npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures I read that suffering is an opportunity to advance in holiness. I'm going with that. :) hope you heal quickly npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures I feel you brother. I'm going in the weeks of my herniated disk flaring up. So tired of the pain. Feel like a chump when I can't pick up my kids. Hot tub and sauna at the center has been helping. npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Is there really a capitalist society? npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Liberate yourself npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Spent the morning orange pilling my Christian brother. He's absorbing it. Love to see it npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures This is why reference points matter. npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures That's a sad state brother. Have it reversed? Change your outlook? Are you certain about these things? npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Okay. May as well so the world a favor then. I'm pro human. Not worried about climate change. Bullish on kids, family, and God npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Must have God in your life. npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Praise God. He saved me from ending my life right around 40. Turned my life around. I was too prideful and ignorant to ask Him for help before that. He kept knocking me to the ground. Humbling me. Until I realized I needed Him. I'm so grateful for my trials and suffering, which, ultimately led me to God npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Those not having kids are being bred out. npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures So how much? npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures True. But they have a different set of resources. In time, more will wake up to bitcoin's use case. npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Bitcoiners see the merit of a protocol built on truth, transparency, and trust. This fixes the money, but Christianity goes beyond. It gives us a protocol to live by. A way of human interaction and relation to the divine. npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures New leaders will emerge, not voted in, but appointed by God. Righteousness will shine brightly and offer hope. Protocols built on trust and hope like Christianity and Bitcoin will be the life raft. Either adopt them by humbling yourself or perish in the evil npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures My hope is the the body of Christ will shine brightly and many will be pulled from the flames. We'll need to come together with those we trust and compile our skills, labor, and resources. npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Working towards it npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures :) Yes yes, it's was a last minute hosting Christmas thing. Didn't have much heads up. We have a teak table and chairs npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures It's true. I am npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Chaos. Violent transition. Dangerous time to persevere through. May the will of God be done npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Went with a bit of a hybrid between farmhouse and mcm. Lots of wood but sharp lines and minimalistic look npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. - God npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Fiat world. They were also made from fir. Now it's mdf mostly npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures When can we go for a ride? Nice shot npub1qsu8mh3sr48qph0dsv5tmvgy8099m9ud4f7prg8uyely7nlvwczsdjprnk Parallel Structures Just taking to my buddy that is a big influencer. Tried to get on nostr and gave up when he couldn't figure it out. It took me a lot of trial and error. But I'm retarded
