IsabelSydow
@IsabelSydow Queen of Shrimps (but u can call me Dan.)

https://www.isabelsydow.art

Fine Art Illustrator. Bitcoin Art. Nostr Art. Toxic Maximalist. #FreeAssange #FreeRoss Pronouns: Bow or GFY

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2026-02-15 03:40:00 UTC

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Much appreciated.
I drew it for a fellow dragonite after she lost her home to a fire which destroyed thousands of homes & killed 70+ people.
We worked together for 13 yrs.
I miss her.
I should try get in touch w/her.

2026-02-15 02:43:20 UTC

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I've had the state hit me on the head with the butt of a riffle & arrest me when I was no older than a teen for protesting. We were thousands of teachers who had gone unpaid for months and months.
Scary, but I've been even more afraid and in worse circumstances before & after.
Truth:
Our futures are not guaranteed.
A flipping volcano can erupt, an earthquake can bury me alive, a tsunami can drown me.
Our breathing is not guaranteed.
Live cautiously.
YES.
Live even... fearfully, as to grow the navigation senses & skills so we can become both: shrew as snakes & innocent as doves.
but
LIVE... without letting THEM run your show.
Be ungovernable.
(Self portrait. That's me down there)
https://blossom.primal.net/b1d53ed4179c5c5c98cc791d1499473001d7c246c575ae976c4350fa26e04d38.jpg

2026-02-15 02:05:56 UTC

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True, although physical, mental & financial well-being play a huge part on how victimized or how righteous oneself will tend to feel.
That's why we oughta take care of ourselves & one another the best we can.

2026-02-15 01:07:39 UTC

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if in the US, private memberships have a lot less laws to comply with.
This is a common practice for golf courses (clubhouses), and also for many permaculturist farmers, "churches," & educational communes.
There's a lot of info on YouTube.
Yes, you'd be using "their tech" but this is what I refer to when saying going underground but under their f*cking noses. Because a lot has to do with learning to operate & finding workarounds. It's about harnessing each other's skills to figure out how to use their own systems but IN OUR FAVOR. (and, of course, to not use those systems which prove harmful altogether).

2026-02-15 01:02:05 UTC

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Thank you. 🧡 🧡 🧡

2026-02-15 01:01:03 UTC

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This is absolutely true!
Lord, I have to bookmark this!!!
The reality? There ARE ways!!!
We're just simply programmed to believe that there aren't and that it is impossible, when it is doable, not easy, but doable.
It's a matter of developing systems for the self & connecting with others with the same inclinations & commitment to work towards the common goal.
I'm fasting, so I'm hangry....
I just had to say it.
https://media1.tenor.com/m/NNGEQAzYlkwAAAAC/the-it.gif

2026-02-15 00:22:07 UTC

Clean up your act!
ahem...
your https://blossom.primal.net/df667e5ff7fdeb970eaa46f1c981c9179e0d6dd860d9a12d8cfbc6af0f198336.jpg feed.
#art for #Bitcoin
"Different kinds of travel"

2026-02-15 00:01:08 UTC

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I'm just not techy. I used to be, but my hands hurt a lot & their shaky, so I use desktop, mainly, & then I also grow very impatient with myself.
I'm not that old, but I need to make peace w/the fact that I do age faster than normal women my age.
It is what it is.
🤷‍♀️

2026-02-14 23:44:47 UTC

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TY.
Hopefully, got it right?
https://primal.net/e/nevent1qqs29hjveh7636lqxahue23d55pj220d3w574enjrenr66wpmvlfh2smzujxa

2026-02-14 23:11:04 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/5faccdc41f97427274e245d22263551850151fc4392abbfe52014ded42bbcfc9.png
WHAT IS A NODE
what is decentralization
what is dust
what is bloat
what is spam
what is an exploit
what is a paedoughfile
what is a wise expert
what is a girl
what is a woman
what is inflation
what is a cap
what is money
what is #Bitcoin
#Knots #BIP110

2026-02-14 23:08:04 UTC

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Hopefully I got this done correctly....
#nevent1q…20kl
#nevent1q…9x7y
#nevent1q…5d7s
#nevent1q…9dyw

2026-02-14 23:02:43 UTC

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I will try see if I get it right....

2026-02-14 23:02:04 UTC

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Please pardon my ridiculous question...
How?
(I may figure it, I 'm just having to visualize it.....

2026-02-14 21:23:35 UTC

-Amish
-Mennonites
-Undocumented folks (Believe me, not only immigrants are undocumented. There are a lot of commune types of all walks of life & races who live & thrive 100% undocumented!)
These are just a few examples of successful people who live outside the system.
It is possible.
We can copy what we'd know it'd work for us, and maybe sprinkle in and out things & systems to try.
It's just a matter of finding like-minded folk AROUND YOU, and if not near you, then by developing close-knit relationships who'd commit to physically join & live near each other.
https://blossom.primal.net/e476ea218ab4fb19c7296cfb9a407894fab59de4353614fce3f36069db5bbefd.png

2026-02-14 21:21:34 UTC

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2026-02-13 21:45:11 UTC

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We gotta go underground but openly under their own f*cking noses.
THERE ARE WAYS.
#nevent1q…9dyw

2026-02-13 21:45:01 UTC

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We gotta go underground but openly under their own f*cking noses.
THERE ARE WAYS.

2026-02-13 19:54:00 UTC

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I do too!
It's a shame that even if you paid per episode to watch it, no one and nowhere you can play/watch season 3 episode 4!!!
It's so f*cking stupid that they've done away with one of the best episodes!!!!

2026-02-13 19:52:06 UTC

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From before finding this about him, I had that sinking feeling by his behavior. The way he speaks to people, reminds me of Chomsky, who also turned out to be Jeffrey's "dear friend."
I need to pray about how I feel and about how I quit listening to my gut instinct fearing how people would perceive me.
Specially when Saylor, Chomsky, Adam Back, the whole lot, really... they simply act like they're up there & we're nothing but pissant peasants who deserve to be robbed, abused, enslaved, murdered...
When our gut instinct tells us something, it also pushes us into action, and much of that action is warning others.
But those others treat you like you're either crazy, completely disregard you, or they blatantly tell you that your talking down to them & treating them like they're stupid, when all you're doing is warning.
I've lost relationships to this.
All I can do is pray because some of those relationships are of my own flesh.
When I end up proven right, instead of them acknowledging the truth, even when I keep my mouth shut & don't bring it up at all, they still look at me as if by just seeing me is a reminder of the absent "I told you so..."
It is so utterly sickening.

2026-02-13 01:49:09 UTC

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main actor in film is pushing for censorship. dude learnt nothing from playing Snowden.
#Section230

2026-02-13 01:47:55 UTC

#Problems:
https://blossom.primal.net/cdf8f7433d7619b90226453ea72a749c1a88cb756b8c18dd026c89620cd2e166.jpg
https://blossom.primal.net/8d3a64d15417e2848d5a87206b7b994da2d8137c10f56383369e2c62b5b0581b.jpg
https://blossom.primal.net/b899d85dac97ec629c2d8a42cdd84471957b5d907e645a1633c34ff93c3c7da8.jpg
#Solutions:
with inconvenient #analog living.
Mix of literally turning #Amish-like. But w/small community power generation, small trust circles, assigning roles based on skills, trustless systems, barter, gifting, & literally a #BTC gifting economy so it never becomes a "taxable event."
Curious?
Join me, let's go and ...
https://blossom.primal.net/e16b2b05e8d8d52c38301cca47a0c47279877e023fd66a5a96ab81739a5980c1.png

2026-02-13 01:43:13 UTC

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https://blossom.primal.net/6af42544aa770d2d4b56a5a3f65bc8f17bc68ef6be189ee7ec0b53cbe0f97c98.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/792576dd14e482c3e1d85eca19e9910228a9d8e0818c7e2c1d481e409d6ad30b.jpg

2026-02-13 01:34:02 UTC

#Mood:
Toxic ?
more like...
Caustic !!!!
https://blossom.primal.net/8ca0fd454b4fb387a5db86344b7e8388c862e4f69f4e72a101df21fe282be6cb.gif

2026-02-13 01:16:31 UTC

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https://blossom.primal.net/980664dc9aa809bc1da9231fc9ea96a3655d7570a7d89953a712cb5dd4b22f95.png
https://blossom.primal.net/cdf8f7433d7619b90226453ea72a749c1a88cb756b8c18dd026c89620cd2e166.jpg
The real state of affairs
Vote harder 🤣
Justice 🤣
We the people 🤣
Damn immigrants 🤣
At least we're safe 🤣
Law abiding citizens need no privacy🤣
Furry lovers make great shots 🤣
You ain't grieving if u got no pyrotechnics 🤣
Epstein trafficked 2himself 🤣
But, the DOW! 🤣

2026-02-13 01:05:50 UTC

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I'm bothered by the fact that no one is even slowed the speed with which they keep licking Saylor's boots.

2026-02-12 23:38:42 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/aae6fd46ad70d76e9ff4f2b845bf8347cb7999ef0e944efc2ca03cdc33497b84.jpg
Ask yourself, what can fix this?
Ask others.
Discuss.
Strategize.
Implement.
Keep it small.
Don't trust.
Copy it.
Allow it to spread undetected.
Meaning?
Act inconveniently.
Use tech the least possible.
Connect w people IRL !!!
#democracy or DEMON-CRACY?

2026-02-12 23:28:34 UTC

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wouldn't put pass anyone whose beliefs are "when you die, you go nowhere, just puff into the air...."
I do know there are decent atheists out there, but coincidently, all paedos literally have no fear of what comes next after they die, so they figure, why bother with consequence if they're also getting away with it while on earth?
Plus, why is no one talking about Saylor?
https://primal.net/e/nevent1qqs85f0kmqclj9swwx0pf8h7qpgwcdgkhlfnx8ndfwsjnqzgkeqlwfqemc32y

2026-02-12 23:24:17 UTC

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It really is our loss because we miss them.

2026-02-12 23:22:36 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/8d3a64d15417e2848d5a87206b7b994da2d8137c10f56383369e2c62b5b0581b.jpg
Ask yourself, what can fix this?
Ask others.
Discuss.
Strategize.
Implement.
Keep it small.
Don't trust.
Copy it.
Allow it to spread undetected.
Meaning?
Act inconveniently.
Use tech the least possible.
Connect w people IRL !!!
#democracy or DEMON - CRACY?

2026-02-12 22:35:23 UTC

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This Michael Saylor?
https://primal.net/e/nevent1qqs8qkdhaqap7cvcgww2d8dxwndk296gd88fpwa56jhmy9jydmxthwcrng7k2
https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet%2010/EFTA02038800.pdf
https://blossom.primal.net/a55dca3c500d9647d10637570cc749e3408b2eaef3c8da666ec0e147b13db768.png
https://blossom.primal.net/227a1c7025c1ebd372ef0e9868e0b29f8e34e0c68c8172e84cfa19e60070f4ad.png
https://blossom.primal.net/90b64afd5461b2f5b7a7ccf07324ba9d779b2bb7e1c4163c8fc3e1f7565701b8.png

2026-02-12 22:32:19 UTC

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of my own creation... https://blossom.primal.net/b515fd176743bf4f3e9c949ce6d0e5435b88505f0c3ce0539e2d86ec78a6bc4f.jpg

2026-02-12 22:09:49 UTC

Current state of affairs.
#Section230
https://blossom.primal.net/b515fd176743bf4f3e9c949ce6d0e5435b88505f0c3ce0539e2d86ec78a6bc4f.jpg

2026-02-12 22:08:27 UTC

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Correct. https://blossom.primal.net/61fbc3ca3bd28b6e0ec7825a2f8246313593483b787d461d67cc3221fc566387.jpg

2026-02-12 22:07:28 UTC

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I may not like how big tech is simply washing their hands off of a lot of BS, but they way their disguising the termination of 230 is just plain bull.
As if Zuckerberg won't drop whoever they'd think can be a liability for simply & clearly stating opinion?
Like...
FFS...

2026-02-12 22:05:11 UTC

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ah...
I do thank you for explaining.
I tend to over-explain things, because... honestly? I also need some things to be over-explained for me.

2026-02-12 21:33:49 UTC

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Pardon my lack of understanding, if that's I'm suffering of... I didn't understand what came after "but..."

2026-02-12 21:31:51 UTC

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What's your take on Section 230 and how sun-setting it could affect our freedom of speech & rights to assembly if being further censored by online platforms??

2026-02-08 20:32:46 UTC

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whutttt????
how????
where diz?????
and
does it guarantee hatred towards the note poster?
I mean... why be ignored when HUE KEN BE HATED????
https://media1.tenor.com/m/BoOdQH6JV-YAAAAC/meganleigh-megan.gif

2026-02-08 20:24:06 UTC

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Is Alby extension on mobile firefox still being fixed?
asking for a fren...
me.
me is the fren.
thank hue!!!

2026-02-08 01:06:34 UTC

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Thank you.
It's just truth written fancifully.

2026-02-08 00:40:49 UTC

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Honest?
It's also the nature of the beast. the whole concept of an endless feed trains every single one of us into a race to the bottom.
"Gotta pump more content so I don't get buried..." not even realizing that everyone else is doing the same, and soon enough, even our own notes are competing with our own notes by de facto.
I hate the fact that all of these platforms, including nostr clients, are built to only showcase new/latest.
There is no real discovery that way.
There is no evergreen nor depth.
I'm old enough to remember when my mom, MY MOM, was the 1 who got me to use facebook cuz she was in it. It had become the only way I could be in touch with her as we lived thousands of miles away from each other & long distance calls were billed BY THE MINUTE!!
Back then, there was NO FEED. There was only "Walls" and each wall had a directory of "friends."
If you wanted to see what your "friends" were sharing, you visited their walls.
If you wanted to brighten their day, you WROTE ON THEIR WALLS.
As much as I despise facebook now & have always hated Zuckerberg, had it not been for him, my mom & I wouldn't have been able to communicate as often as I was blessed to & had the privilege to do while she was still alive.
All of these platforms would improve 1000X if they eliminated their FEEDS.
There should be only one main feed: new user introductions,
& one side feed that shows the users you have chosen to follow (which you came to know from the introduction feed) with new note statuses:
(our Icon, username, an online/offline status circle & another circle denoting they have updated "their wall" with a new note).
This would open up nostr clients to create "groups" instead of having to rely on hellthreads.
Especially now when every client has killed hellthread notifications.
Sorry for the lengthy reply note.
I just don't understand why the feed model continues to be the one and only model.
This is what killed the internet dream of the 90's.
https://media1.tenor.com/m/SHrLNLUHq_UAAAAd/pig-food-fell-down.gif

2026-02-08 00:16:43 UTC

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It sure should be.
Seeing folks blind to Saylor's ingratiating himself to who he knew were sex traffickers feels so, so very much like finding someone's toe nail fungus ridden severed toe in my chili con TOEdo...
Nauseating.
😒😞😖🤢

2026-02-08 00:12:51 UTC

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Seriously.
All of my notes are simply going into the oblivion.
There used to be folks who saw them.
NOW?
The only way any of my notes are ever seen is if they're in the form of replies to other nostriches.
Sad.
Turning into twatter in here.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

2026-02-08 00:05:12 UTC

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No.
He did not.
He applied to be "a good client,"
submitted bio,
paid $25,000.00 to party where kids get drunk,
& got an Epstein female "employee" to stay w/him in St Barts.
All of this knowing very well that Epstein was a convicted child sex trafficker.
That's not "surviving."
That's him simping to KNOWN pedophile traffickers!
https://blossom.primal.net/b1b0bcd51e4ec597026dc1ac0f2d51b07340799c8f52872fb28e52784d9519dc.png
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https://blossom.primal.net/0f7142ca06a1c94c64f0719c308d3b61b93b0b01e22fa125dea4225eb8cc2029.png
https://t.co/MrhMCQGQKM

2026-02-07 20:27:50 UTC

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#Artsr
#BitcoinArt
#Bitcoin #Art
#DeathByFiat
https://primal.net/e/nevent1qqsgl2lnu7gst6ktdydgvz5cl96sd79t0knhefchwfdgdw2drapsx6qyyr3wp
https://blossom.primal.net/21579b0d66cbc071f6640a6979ad0d81291515fb3f1bdfe6c8de918cb7ebacf4.mp4

2026-02-06 23:49:49 UTC

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https://blossom.primal.net/61fbc3ca3bd28b6e0ec7825a2f8246313593483b787d461d67cc3221fc566387.jpg

2026-02-06 20:44:38 UTC

Why #Toxicity matters
Why #RelentlessOptimism matters
Why #Truth matters
Why?
and
How?
I'm here.
Bloodied with my heart ripped out of my chest.
My Queen Mother violently taken from me last month, my savings wiped, my exhaustion makes me hurt everywhere, cried out, lifeless most of the time.
I've known what it means to hate God for the prevalent apparent power of evil which has obliterated nations at large, and crushed spirits in mine & my sisters' flesh.
I've seen grown men & women cry too often & in such recent times.
I've felt abandoned, I've been abandoned & I've been forced to abandon.
I've survived to today.
My lungs are clear.
My talons have been de-clawed, my scales ripped off my skin.
Hurt, hurting, barely holding thought.
But my lungs are clear.
I will scream, I will yell, I will roar until I'm bellicose with toxicity & just forgetful enough to not remember the boot on my neck,
the primal fear coursing through my veins turning into acid,
nor the lack of energy my exhausted body feels.
I will rise.
I will rise for the God I've hated, who abandoned me and mine so many times, has lit a fire in my belly.
I will rise for his fire in me will show me the way, and He will show me the destruction of the powers & principalities of the prince of the air, the spreader of lies.
For this fire is his Holy Spirit & in our declarations of victory, out of our mouths we'll breathe that fire of truth.
Like the ancient powerful dragons that we are,
the mighty lions that we are, the shrew snakes that we are,
the innocent doves that we are, all creatures great and small...
Let the fucking Empire fall...
for from the ashes, WE WILL RISE.
There will be #DeathbyFiat.
There will be Death to Fiat.
And there will be EVERLASTING LIFE after that.
https://blossom.primal.net/709e5d2157cfe7fec3e1ce6c91d5e368e867973e70df9630a5f2c964c7e67012.png
https://blossom.primal.net/a0db3937354a47ca90ef9e13d42adb0f87b33a0fc410ca9e63254eaacb73609e.png
https://blossom.primal.net/1761fa390231eaf9181ddd71b7d21a0d2eb61b5d1ddc54d01cbc1c236ba5df3e.png
#BitcoinArt
#Bitcoin
#Art
#Artsr

2026-02-06 00:51:44 UTC

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very!

2026-02-04 21:14:27 UTC

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https://primal.net/e/nevent1qqs9u72xqhrzmklr52uufjdt7c7cx74j2dz7xsrgwzkrw8yfer7mf9cfj77gm
#nevent1q…nkfl

2026-02-04 21:13:37 UTC

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Thank you for voicing how I feel.
They keep wanting us quiet, to stop noticing, to stop signaling the pain so the brain can ignore the hurt & continue tolerating even more damage.
The mental gymnastics they put themselves through to gaslight us... How many f*cking calories are they burning?
They call it a fixation, I call it a sane REACTION to that which should prove so poisonous, we should be vomiting until all evil is out.
Our immune system needs to FIXATE in order to ATTACK & fight for our lives.
Also, the fact that these arrogant symps aren't willing to even see their Idols for what they are...
Tells you a lot. It simply shows they are ok with what they've done because, in the secret, they wish to be like the Idols... the heroes they aren't willing to slay.
https://primal.net/e/nevent1qqsxuawx0ps73vkg48m7aqqeuxk6yn0vpjm64vel37rw46s32ul33pcrxezgc
https://blossom.primal.net/b0eeda0826a85446b04e27e46a59e540977353569e75882ea757bb1b0aa61fd3.jpg

2026-02-04 21:03:26 UTC

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Thank you for re-posting the note.
@nprofile…rp76 is exactly right!!!!

2026-02-04 20:39:58 UTC

Why #Bitcoin ?
Why #Nostr ?
We the people ARE the nations and states.
Both are normally comprised of people.
The fact that bad actors co-opt both nations and states don't mean we can't form our own allegiances to each other when we're in alignment with our common goals.
They want us divided because we can't organize that way.
We need to start pricing things ourselves in terms of real signal by no longer comparing Bitcoin to any FIAT.
Impractical?
Yes
Anything worth doing can't afford taking practicality into account. Madame Curie paid the ultimate price for the life saving solution she gave birth. Had she been practical she'd still be dead... & not bringing forth her invention.
In many, so many instances, practicality is nothing but either an excuse or a tool for laziness.
Circular economies already exist, we just need to shed the old ball and chains of the rigged system we live in.
We can be free of the cantillion effect, we must choose to, and we can do it. All it takes is one transaction.
We need to remember that self-sufficiency isn't a thing.
If it were, we'd be slugs who are hermaphrodites.
Independence, as touted by the ruling criminal class, isn't even self-sustaining.
However, true independence IS the use of the freedoms we do have to attempt to make the best choice among the choices life presents us with; it is free-will.
If we remember that, we gain even more freedom by connecting with one another.
Sustaining life requires INTERdependence: aka Circular Economies, exchange of goods & services standardized by pure signal.
They sell us THEIR concept of independence because it is isolationist, it divides, & it puts a stigma on connecting with each other to learn our own skills & aptitudes, and learn how we can RELY on one another...
Instead of RELYING ON THEM.
They want us to depend on them, instead of on one another, like loving families used to do.
People with a loving support structure (family, community, church, etc...) are a lot harder to extract COMPLIANCE out of.
So, think & be IMPRACTICAL, connect with one another, grow together, learn to utilize one another with reciprocity, contribute, engage & be engaged in community.
Where straight barter comes short....
Enter.... Bitcoin.
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2026-02-02 23:50:40 UTC

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damn...
♪♫
You can check out any time you like,
but you can't ever leave...
Welcome to the Hotel SurveilNostrOrnia...
such a lovely place...
♫♪
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2026-02-02 21:41:00 UTC

It's #Candlemas.
My Santa Hat is coming off.
Seeing St Joseph holding the two turtle doves... It's heartbreaking!
This is one of the most relatable moments for me.
So much meaning!
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2026-02-02 20:16:43 UTC

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Correct.

2026-02-01 23:06:46 UTC

I declare myself free & forgive #MichaelSaylor
the 6.5BTC he owed me 4 imaginary In-n-Out fries due2theFact that I can't 4give him for theReal pulling the wool over many #bitcoiners eyes with his "integrity" act.
#SlayYourHeroes ain't just a slogan
#EpsteinFiles
Use ctrl-F if u can stomach it.
https://www.justice.gov/epstein
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2026-02-01 21:27:19 UTC

Fuck it!!
I'm making the #executive decision to start collecting #donations for no other purpose AT ALL but to obtain, hodl, wear, & #model NOTHING ELSE but the very best iterations of #Bitcoin & #Nostr versions of #EricaKirk in full "GRIEVING MODE" attires from the very moment I get enough outfits for such to happen and for as long as possible!!!
My Mother would be proud!!!
If you wish for this project to be activated, come to fruition, & to be and to remain in continuity whence it starts, like, re-post, & zap.
If not, just buy my artworks the moment my website is ready for it!!!
Coming soon to a #Nostr client near you...
Maybe.
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
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2026-02-01 20:54:04 UTC

Time for a new hat!!
#Heroes
#Bitcoin
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2026-02-01 20:51:19 UTC

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Correct!
#nevent1q…8uw3

2026-02-01 20:37:31 UTC

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This will help you make it...make sense.
#Epstein
#AdamBack
#Blockstream
It's all one big club, ahem...island..... and we ain't in it.
https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet%209/EFTA00999897.pdf

2026-02-01 20:34:41 UTC

"How you can tell I'm not in the #Epstein Files???
Of course NOT by how 'unimportant' I am...
Noooooooooooh!
By my unwavering STRAIGHT #Bitcoin maximalism toxicity, & the fact that I possess all the freedom to continue to be an asshole on command..."
-Isabel 🦐QueenOfShrimps🦐
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2026-02-01 20:31:03 UTC

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However, #Epstein having bankrolled #Blockstream to the tune of 500K in 2014, and Epstein saying "I Like Him..." When referring to the good time he had w/ Adam Back in ST Barts ... that's true.
https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet%209/EFTA00999897.pdf
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2026-01-31 23:11:14 UTC

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I had a prophetic dream about Melania, Susie Wiles, & Trump.
Trump is 100% handled by them.
He is nothing but a drunkard puppet poser lying 100% about his sobriety.
He's been incapacitated from the moment his dick was bit by Epstein's teenage slave.

2026-01-19 22:43:07 UTC

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When it comes to #Bitcoin, U can also thank the spammers for lobbying for large op_returns & data inscriptions thanks to the "unplanned" exploit of taproot. Sync'ing and running a #node is getting real expensive. Not long before we're completely priced out.
I am not ok with it.
It was supposed to be an inexpensive endeavor so it could remain as decentralized as possible.
A true censorless quality is achieved by decentralization, not by ramming loads of data which ain't even money thru #noderunners who are having to figure out how to keep their nodes alive & data storage available for a chain that's being co-opted by three letter GVT agencies posing as #wizards or pretend #FreeMarket proponents. Fees don't curtail bloat when those paying the fees are direct beneficiaries of the Cantillion effect & are in bed with the money printers.
That's just reality.
There is no free market when the market is rigged.
Therefore the sense of immediate urgency to co-opt & pervert Bitcoin into just a cool techy version of #Fiat.
Support #BIP-110
https://bip110.org/
Narratives mean nothing.
Just look at how things are working out FOR WHO...
If you're going to hate me over this I will feel sad for you while I continue to grasp what I can with the preface of what matters when it comes to the meaning of freedom MONEY.
-"The price of freedom is eternal vigilance."

2026-01-19 00:22:53 UTC

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#askNostr
#nevent1q…nq5w

2026-01-18 21:44:35 UTC

*** Honest answers only ***
IS NOSTR A TIME MACHINE ????
https://media1.tenor.com/m/N-56o6exhr4AAAAC/turn-it-off-time-travel-kip.gif
#TimeTravel #Nostriches #Nostr #SuperPowers #SuperFriends

2026-01-18 01:11:46 UTC

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Thank you. 💜💟💜

2026-01-18 00:54:19 UTC

I feel #broken.
I am trying to function, I really am.
But I am just so slow & my #sadness is so overwhelming some times.
I'm still #trying. https://blossom.primal.net/ce21e0ef4575ad219f8bd26883e098620e72d87775268c392daf250702574188.jpg

2026-01-17 23:36:13 UTC

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Ok, so will stay away from that!!!

2026-01-17 23:35:09 UTC

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Ok, so will stay away from that!!!

2026-01-17 23:33:45 UTC

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Ewwww!
But very real....

2026-01-17 23:10:08 UTC

#askNostr
Is using the phrase "Circle-jerking" dirty?
I hear it a lot, but I don't know if using it myself is "put-offing"...
as in:
"Circles of Reciprocity over Circle-Jerking any day!..."
Trying to write about the differences between a #Fiat mindset & a #Bitcoin mindset...
Thank you.

2026-01-17 20:53:37 UTC

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The list of frameworks built on truth must be a heck of a lot shorter than those built on falsehoods.

2026-01-16 20:51:08 UTC

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I wish I knew how to curate it. I am sure one way or another I will.
I'm just saddened by the whole concept of having to make it "convenient" for others to find us.
I am not trying to be exclusivist, but, to a certain extent, we have to protect our hearts from the programs we know have hurt us.
But also trying to balance reaching those who'd benefit from what we have to offer to enter into circles of reciprocity.
Loneliness is being sold to us as if it's inevitably here, and that's just all bull shite. (Pardon my expression. I am trying very hard not to curse. At least minimize the cursing...)

2026-01-16 01:48:10 UTC

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SATS! https://blossom.primal.net/851ddb3b9dd91da019f13969f492e01a727ecf1d63b60c43d06898bfe192ce67.png

2026-01-16 01:45:33 UTC

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GE=Good Evening.
and
Sats are the standard. https://blossom.primal.net/851ddb3b9dd91da019f13969f492e01a727ecf1d63b60c43d06898bfe192ce67.png

2026-01-16 00:51:44 UTC

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Thank you.
So it wasn't only me not seeing it.
I'll hv to stick to primal for that & learn how to use whatever free clouds there may be to store some of my drawings.

2026-01-16 00:49:54 UTC

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Iris image upload was a no-go.
Unless I'm missing something.
I'll have to remember to stick to primal for that.

2026-01-16 00:46:03 UTC

#Test note #Iris image upload.

2026-01-16 00:35:18 UTC

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Oh, wow!
&
Thank you!!!!
🙏🙏🙏

2026-01-16 00:26:27 UTC

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We are all Pandora's boxes waiting for the unsuspected opener of the box at one point or another.
I am guessing you may have a blog or some outlet where you share your views beyond NOSTR?
Cuz eloquence doesn't come easy.
I am not as good as grasping things as I used to be, & saying stuff is hard because I tend to over-explain. Lacking confidence on self-expression is just another side-effect of CPTSD.
But I hope to learn how to express myself more concisely because I do know we all have short lives to live & we must all try make the best of them!
I'm working on building my little website with Canva, and as fun as it can be, it also gets tiring when I read & re-read what I've written, & then??
I erase it all to start again!
*SMH*

2026-01-16 00:01:12 UTC

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I have a very weird sense of humor.
We forget we're sponges & learn even what we don't want to.
Comedy is dis-arming.
It is because of that a lot of anti-moral values succeeded greatly at being accepted into society in general.
Folks who were super anti-XYZ, became pro-XYZ the moment they were made laugh about it with a "lighthearted" joke.
It's quite a fine line.
Discernment needs constant connection to the word of God for one to develop enough chaps to go...
https://media1.tenor.com/m/Ajc6d1zUqqkAAAAd/chandler-laugh.gif

2026-01-15 23:16:42 UTC

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almost like... the concept of break-out rooms, like when I used to work from home, they'd do that for meetings & trainings.

2026-01-15 22:54:55 UTC

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2026-01-15 22:53:52 UTC

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all I can do for now is bounce on the mini-trampoline.
It helps me with getting my circulation going.
I hope everything is well with you. Haven't "read you" around in a while.

2026-01-15 22:50:49 UTC

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Thank you for such wisdom & kindness!!!!!!!

2026-01-15 22:47:49 UTC

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user texted me 2 years ago, I reported it. I knew it wasn't you.
reported again, I however, don't know how to remove them as a follower.

2026-01-15 22:40:12 UTC

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I've no idea how one does that. I have basically kept it to, yes, visiting the feed for the shortest scroll, engage with what I see in that one short scroll, follow someone with a quality reply, visit their profile page, I mean, I actually do visit their profile page!!! Like... I'm a gen Xer actually behaving like a boomer!!!
Then I write a note of my own to share my artwork, &, well, my needs for prayer!

2026-01-15 22:35:27 UTC

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This is greatly appreciated!!!

2026-01-15 22:34:45 UTC

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That's a great way to try and network in quality over quantity!

2026-01-15 22:28:19 UTC

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True.
If I was to open up about how I lost my mother, I'd be cutting myself to shreds again, so I have to be very careful about the fact that connecting deeply can also cut deeply by means of second-hand trauma.
But I want her life to have even greater meaning than she ever thought to have had.
I must really work my way through the grief, impotence, & knowledge of the existence of sheer injustice of this world, to be able to "feed" myself the morsels that really should nourish that which will serve me and others well.
It is amazing how self-serving they have programmed us to be, yet in a false way because it ends up not being self-serving at all.
They need us disconnected, numb, compliant, & obedient. To reach that level, they spend billions in moneys & millions of lives.
So what every tiny morsel we can chew, we must intentionally savor so we can digest it properly.
We must find ways to embrace ourselves with love so we can embrace others as well.

2026-01-15 22:18:10 UTC

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hopefully not the kind u gotta go to the judge to get them removed!

2026-01-15 22:16:38 UTC

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Thank you.
Painfully honest.

2026-01-15 21:59:49 UTC

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I am so very un-techy anymore, you know? I used to pride myself on being "tech-savvy."
I am definitely curious what both solutions working together would look like.
I pray it is definitely found.
Isolation wasn't a side effect of the whole pandemic psyop, It was one of their major objectives.
Isolation and unlove kills.

2026-01-15 21:55:59 UTC

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forage and engage!
Troughs are for food feeding food.
😉

2026-01-15 21:41:03 UTC

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Too real, man....
TOO REAL !!!

2026-01-15 21:22:39 UTC

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We must fight, exorcise the spirit of #sloth which lives & breeds wrapped into #convenience & #practicality.

2026-01-15 21:20:00 UTC

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Thank you.
**Hugs**

2026-01-15 21:15:17 UTC

I am an enemy of
#TheFeed
--------------
Please, #ProoveMeWrong.
Being #right, lately, about anything continues to leave me in #pain for the path #humanity in general is following.
I worry about what I am experiencing with #Nostr. Underline "I am experiencing." What you experience may be different.
Whether it is because I am aging a lot faster than women my age, my personal physical, mental, spiritual, familial crises; or the fact that I have never fit in ANYWHERE throughout my entire life... I am noticing the same pattern I've seen on "normie" platforms coming to a nostr client near you...
The fact that so many of us have so much to say, will fight for such, but then what's said either falls on deaf ears, or on dried up fields where our seeds are picked up by the birds going non-germinated, can be disheartening & thoroughly isolating.
I'm sad by the fact that now that Nostr is gaining traction, it is starting to feel like yet another FEED.
I honestly have never liked the concept of a feed. One feeds farm animals so we can eat them .
The FEED becomes this laziness tool equivalent to the FWD FWD FWD email chains of the 1990's. At least then there was a little greater effort. We went from not visiting, to not writing letters/postcards, to not phone calling, to not emailing directly, to not texting, to not visiting directly the profile pages of those who we "follow" or "follow us" because we've decided to rely on THE FEED.
The feed has taught us to crave connection that you will not get unless you play by the FEED's rules and pay what wants you to pay, only to then also DECIDE 4us what we see, what we read, & who we can connect with by the almighty & all knowing algorithm which we choose to believe is a neutral or benign entity which wouldn't harm us ever.
The Feed is truly the antithesis to what we thought the benefit of the internet was going to be.
Hate me for this #UnpopularTake ?
It's not like I don't think it can be resolved.
Exorcise the spirit of #sloth that inhabits in the #convenience of the feed.
Interact with one another.
Yes, I know, some folks will say, "well, we can't interact with everybody, blah, blah, blah..."
That is true, but it also means you're choosing "stardom," using your elevated speaker phone, over forming thick & solid connections.
We can't connect with everybody, but we can connect with some.
Do not be a hog waiting at the trough.
https://blossom.primal.net/dc77a6615f60f098c116a10bad9607ac44c858d445f953f6de78bc818ac66288.gif
Choose to be the little girl on the beach, making a difference for one #starfish at a time keeping the nostr spirit alive!
🧡💜🧡💜🧡💜🧡💜
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2026-01-15 19:32:22 UTC

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Ok, so apparently I just needed to clear cache, log back in into the account itself for the extension to work again on Firefox desktop.
So it's ok now.
I haven't had a chance to test it on Android FF browser yet cuz I don't have wifi at home & my tablet can only connect to the internet via wifi.
Thank you again!!!