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2026-01-26 21:13:33 UTC

its fascinating how paper cups work so much better than paper straws

2026-01-25 05:02:05 UTC

bean found alive floating down saint laurence river

2026-01-25 03:59:07 UTC

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hes curled up with his head leaning against my leg so cute oh my god

2026-01-25 03:52:39 UTC

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hes all tuckered out now. i won

2026-01-25 03:46:40 UTC

cats playbiting is so cute
like he doesnt want to hurt me but also he needs to go for the kill if he will ever be free of that monstrous creature (my left hand which has been playing with him for a few minutes)

2026-01-25 02:07:56 UTC

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we should try to find a different boardgame i think

2026-01-25 01:44:19 UTC

need doll combat stims

2026-01-25 01:41:32 UTC

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whats the possibility of my stamina problems being due to cypro pushing my t levels below nominal levels?
idk ill get bloodwork done in a few days its whatever. gonna be 2 days without e tho which is gonna be rough

2026-01-25 01:36:17 UTC

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i need some form of rehab. i cant work out as hard as i want to and its demotivating

2026-01-25 01:33:43 UTC

a while back i saw a clip of a girl effectively encouraging steroid use for working out because while you might still be depressed at least you'll be ripped and for the first time in my life did i understand what insecure 14yo moids on instagram experience
i feel bad for em. i also feel bad for me because i know that the vast majority of steroids are androgenic and that scares me more than the health problems

2026-01-25 01:30:29 UTC

ive had this hoodie on for a couple of days and theres already seems coming apart this is fucking pathetic. i should put on something else thats prettier

2026-01-25 00:44:44 UTC

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chocolate -> magnesium -> old f1 car

2026-01-24 23:41:00 UTC

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thinking about it brings all my brainworms back
do i want bottom surgery? perhaps on some subconscious level? not particularly aware of it if that is the case and even so i dont think i want to deal with recovery afterwards. i think for the time being just orchi will do me fine. honestly i suspect that just trimming the hair down there regularly would do more for dysphoria than bottom surgery would at that point

2026-01-24 23:35:28 UTC

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one time i had a dream i had gotten bottom surgery and was having a lot of difficulty peeing afterwards and woke up with the same feeling
i think its some kind of fear

2026-01-24 23:31:24 UTC

the topic of bottom surgery makes me feel so weird
like idk what emotion im experiencing rn to be totally honest

2026-01-24 22:58:36 UTC

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look i had some good examples too. that one was a reach
CC: @nprofile…5lu4

2026-01-24 22:57:43 UTC

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look at tubbo, alec steele and max fosh and tell me she didnt look british back then
CC: @nprofile…5lu4

2026-01-24 22:38:32 UTC

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ive had americans say i sound british so many times ive kinda become desensitized, sorry

2026-01-24 22:31:22 UTC

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wtf u used to look british

2026-01-24 22:30:59 UTC

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actually i havent. ive lowkey actually been served really well with the hand-me-downs i have (a gio ibanez and i kid you not a höfner spanish guitar. the latter did come with a broken bridge though so i had to reglue it and make a new saddle)

2026-01-24 22:27:07 UTC

keeping a bassist without a drummer or vice versa is actually animal cruelty

2026-01-24 22:24:29 UTC

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and this is why i have a 12-string. more time to get in the right headspace

2026-01-24 22:21:20 UTC

tuning stability is a spook cause tuning your guitar is literally such a good ritual to get you in the right mindset for playing

2026-01-24 22:16:32 UTC

the time is 23:16, i just had to message my little brother asking why im hearing guinea pig noises

2026-01-24 21:09:38 UTC

damn it i want dummy rifle grenades now

2026-01-24 21:09:14 UTC

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thats no way to talk about fiore! ur being very rude to my pufferfish wife

2026-01-24 21:00:36 UTC

the soft touch of an equally soft cat

2026-01-24 20:55:10 UTC

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like why dont more people do that
get a yugo ak and shoot rifle grenades across your yard lol

2026-01-24 20:54:24 UTC

i dont think americans appreciate just how much fun rifle grenades are
like you can just buy inert training ones, some blank rounds for whatever gun you have that can fire them (e.g. yugo aks, fals and garands) and shoot them. the trajectories are super tricky its like you've got a mortar in your hands

2026-01-24 17:47:17 UTC

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my arms feel weak and tingly

2026-01-24 17:44:58 UTC

throws empty cans of radler at your head

2026-01-24 16:38:07 UTC

cat licks my nose
i rub it dry on his forehead
cat licks my nose
...

2026-01-24 01:41:21 UTC

c:
https://snac.pinkro.se/zuki/s/post-381cc3a6f5629a529077b129faab71d1.webp

2026-01-24 01:35:26 UTC

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i have literally no fucking idea where i would dumpster dive for hard drives that actually work
CC: @nprofile…a4lr

2026-01-24 01:23:09 UTC

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i had an hdd in the year of our lord 2023 and still own it
CC: @nprofile…n4d5

2026-01-24 01:00:14 UTC

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im sorry this genuinely upsets me because i bought my very first and only ssd 3 years ago
CC: @nprofile…n4d5

2026-01-24 00:57:37 UTC

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ME ME ME THATS ME HOLY FUCKING SHIT ITS ME

2026-01-24 00:54:59 UTC

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data storage? in this economy?

2026-01-23 21:58:36 UTC

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system of a down said that i think

2026-01-23 21:29:17 UTC

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hes running for mayor!

2026-01-23 20:10:35 UTC

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https://antifunbloc.itch.io/zrun

2026-01-23 20:10:28 UTC

ay you should play the official zohran mamdani videogame (a friend of mine worked on it and it flopped really badly which is bad cause she accepted a revenue share meaning she has not been paid from it)

2026-01-23 18:14:35 UTC

i yawned and my cat just kinda shoved his face against my mouth to look whats inside

2026-01-23 16:43:16 UTC

legitimately losing my mind at how non-vanilla packages are on fedora. what the fuck did they do im missing some pekwm binaries i cant easily install my damn beos theme now this is maddening

2026-01-23 16:36:03 UTC

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ok it just took a long-ass time, time to install some fucking resource packs gang

2026-01-23 16:34:52 UTC

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prism launcher flatpak doesnt want to run anymore because dbus is working but it cant find an "a11y bus"
i hate corpoware so much, man

2026-01-23 16:32:45 UTC

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i did it! wooo!
for some reason scrolling in firefox doesnt work and its a little maddening

2026-01-23 16:24:38 UTC

on da compooper trying to figure out how to enable audio. dbus and stuff is working now and i can enable pipewire but i dont think its using the correct output

2026-01-23 16:09:14 UTC

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but my feet r cold i dont wanna get out of bed
i guess i could take my blanket with me

2026-01-23 16:03:10 UTC

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i should jop on the mined craft, or more specifically install all the mods and resource packs ive accumulated in my bookmarks. theres some funnies in there

2026-01-23 15:58:16 UTC

god i need a 3d printer so badly
its truly just so useful to be able to make your own little thingies
like i need more guitar knobs to match the ones reia made and if i had a printer i could just... make some
similarly i could use it to make little cable guides for my desk and stuff. id like to put little guards in front of my pc fans so i can avoid my fingers or cables being caught inside. tons of small stuff you can just make with a printer

2026-01-23 14:59:24 UTC

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

2026-01-23 14:57:53 UTC

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thats a big engine

2026-01-23 13:48:54 UTC

remember to ask your new yorker friends about the chuds. they love that shit

2026-01-23 03:08:27 UTC

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i do have that occasional acid-y feeling in my throat sometimes which tracks with a hiatal hernia as well which kinda fucking sucks if you ask me. not much to be done about it short of surgery which is just delightful

2026-01-23 02:59:37 UTC

im starting to suspect i might have a hernia
i remember sneezing so hard it hurt in my stomach a few days ago and ive had recurring pains on the right side since then. i just stretched to open the window and it was gnarly so i think it might in fact not be nothing

2026-01-23 02:05:31 UTC

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im also getting a broken pipe error
so like its really 3 errors in one

2026-01-23 02:02:48 UTC

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nope
literally no fucking idea whats wrong. system bus is also a culprit but i again dont know what is meant by that because there is no system dbus session! thats not a thing on this operating system!

2026-01-23 01:58:09 UTC

ohhh i think ive finally got it and it might be silly
the imagetoraster filter fails because it cant get the file because the cups user doesnt have access to it
i guess uh... chown bean:cups and chmod 775 or whatever?

2026-01-23 01:49:40 UTC

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check cups error log
no further information beyond the error i was already aware of
??????

2026-01-23 01:35:00 UTC

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literally what system bus. there is no such thing on openbsd. dbus is only used for user sessions this shouldnt be necessary if the package is correct

2026-01-23 01:32:07 UTC

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did brlaser drop my printer? why doesnt it work? what is the problem?

2026-01-23 01:31:45 UTC

i once again wish to just set up cups once on my serverbox or router and have it work forever without issue
instead what i get after not using it for a year is fucking "filter failed" and "failed to connect to session bus" and have absolutely no fucking idea what it means

2026-01-23 00:45:24 UTC

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my hope is that when they get liquidated post bankrupcy the accelerator cards just get parted out instead of whats so far been common practice (destroying them to ensure the hardware doesnt fall into a competitor's hands for reverse engineering purposes)
CC: @nprofile…tsag @nprofile…rp6r

2026-01-23 00:44:03 UTC

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its not just openai. this is generally happening. they're pre-ordering ram and i remember the manufacturer behind crucial essentially saying that they've killed their consumer division because they're completely at capacity until at least 2027
CC: @nprofile…rp6r

2026-01-23 00:36:41 UTC

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i fucking hope chinese hardware finally catches up. i need allwinner and longsoon to kick the shit out of intel, highkey
intel can go bankrupt i dont care anymore. they deserve it. their current state of failure is self inflicted

2026-01-23 00:34:24 UTC

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like you can walk through it but its annoying. sorta like deep snow where it just slows you down a bunch
CC: @nprofile…95z3 @nprofile…rkgj

2026-01-23 00:33:21 UTC

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not very. see grass doesnt usually come pre-mowed (areas with sheep and other lifestock are a common exception) so it tends to go to like knee height in the wild and is remarkably obnoxious
CC: @nprofile…rkgj

2026-01-23 00:30:17 UTC

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the best way ive seen it explained is that
ai companies are buying ram thats yet to be produced to put in accelerator cards that are yet to be finalised to install inside datacenters that are yet to be built using profits that are yet to materialise
its all debt based in this area meaning once it comes crashing down someone is getting fucked and i suspect itll be the manufacturers so its entirely possible we might genuinely see a regression in consumer computer hardware
i dont think pc building is dead but we're definitely gonna plateau for a while

2026-01-23 00:24:55 UTC

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you can both have foot fetishes thats none of my business but urs is like... official and stuff
CC: @nprofile…387c

2026-01-23 00:21:55 UTC

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mailing lists are basically a subreddit and email is federated
i legitimately think we need to bring back using mailing lists more casually. they're fine

2026-01-23 00:19:48 UTC

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omg congratulations on becoming a foot fetishist

2026-01-23 00:19:08 UTC

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skittles are like the ultimate fine candy. true neutral. and somehow that makes them the best fruity ones because i feel others go way too intensely on the flavours

2026-01-23 00:14:08 UTC

watching jschlatt's candy tierlist from a bit ago
im genuinely so upset by how he ranked skittles. they're not great but they're like the perfect fruity candy in my eyes. if i think fruity candy to eat while im out and about thats where my mind goes. i should probably buy some at some point to leave in my backpack as a cheaper alternative to trail mix

2026-01-22 23:39:14 UTC

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i wont lie being able to hit people with it is like 1/3 of the reasons i have the umbrella that i do
CC: @nprofile…rkgj

2026-01-22 23:31:46 UTC

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its honestly kind of a shame
idk i just think hat pins arent intense enough of a deterrent
CC: @nprofile…rkgj

2026-01-22 23:22:53 UTC

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words cannot describe how much i want one of those massive printers that are like shared across an entire office floor and super duper capable

2026-01-22 23:20:25 UTC

currently experiencing severe pain (spotted a bambu lab a1 on kleinanzeigen for just 150 bucks which i still dont have)

2026-01-22 23:18:44 UTC

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actually wait the paper holder is broken i have to hold it manually to do the print. this is gonna be so fucking awkward what the fuck

2026-01-22 23:12:19 UTC

alright how the fuck do i use cups again

2026-01-22 23:08:43 UTC

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if ur really ambitious u can try to use nylon line sold for like garden trimmers n shit as filament. nylon's a great thermoplastic and though an unusual diameter it IS cheap so you could probably get it working decently. bit moist though

2026-01-22 23:07:02 UTC

atp a 3d printer is probably cheaper to run than the average inkjet isnt it
like the filament is so cheap and the ink is SO EXPENSIVE

2026-01-22 23:02:16 UTC

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is it ok if i print you with the laser printer? the inkjet is kind of a pain in the ass (as comes with the territory. god i should look for a better one tbh used printers are weirdly cheap in germany)

2026-01-22 23:01:11 UTC

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best part is for the first one i dont even need to get the color printer running. the laser printer will do
i might have to get the inkjet working for bill clinton though. i really love that image thats the perfect kind of random arse shit i can hang over my bed. maybe a pic of brezhnev as well just to honor his eyebrows
CC: @nprofile…dgnf

2026-01-22 22:57:37 UTC

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this is such a good way to decorate my room. just print out random shit people send me

2026-01-22 22:56:23 UTC

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i would never sog a cat
except for that one time but he had it coming he was matted and dirty and looked like a freak for months afterwards cause we had to shave off solid matts of fur that were like this close to the skin

2026-01-22 22:54:15 UTC

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this ones a really solid contender for the picture frame ngl. aspect ratio is just right

2026-01-22 22:50:07 UTC

gimme a stupid image to print out and hang on my wall
best one even gets framed! i have a spare picture frame thats like perfectly sized for an a4 page

2026-01-22 22:25:14 UTC

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he inspired leatherface, id give him an honorary title either way

2026-01-22 22:19:10 UTC

i love how the moment the former ceo of kimber moved to sig kimbers started being sort of decent again while sig... yea

2026-01-22 21:26:35 UTC

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hey now im mainly thinking of the graverobbing. the murders were bad and he got what he deserved when he was busted for them

2026-01-22 21:16:03 UTC

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ya gotta respect it
just a shame for kiss linux

2026-01-22 21:15:20 UTC

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stole a cash register from one of his crime scenes cause he wanted to figure out how it worked. apart from those 2 murders his main crime was just weird tastes in interior design (also i dont think he tanned the skins. fucking amateur)

2026-01-22 21:12:26 UTC

ed gein is probably the least murderous serial killer ever
like my mans inspired 3 of the most notorious horror/slasher antagonists including literally leatherface but only actually killed 2 people. the rest he just dug up at a graveyard up the road. bro was really just recycling ya gotta respect it

2026-01-22 21:09:36 UTC

lpt: get a fucking thermal undershirt. its lifechanging. i could probably go on a hike with just a flannel over this its incredible

2026-01-22 19:55:31 UTC

god that bot is such a fucking cryptid

2026-01-22 17:35:51 UTC

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in an ideal world it could also visit me a few days after so it can be there once its set up and playable. inb4 the truss rod is shot btw. ive still not tested that and i dont think i want to know because im already sunk cost fallacy'd
CC: @nprofile…ja60

2026-01-22 17:33:08 UTC

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@nprofile…ja60 does it have time for a visit in a couple weeks? whenever the oil has dried enough to make the guitar transport safe i ought to say
need to finally finish the body and its a lot easier to contact than my 80yo neighbour

2026-01-22 17:25:40 UTC

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but yea. remove holes, make holes, sand holes, oil it all up 2-3 times and put on the tuners and then the neck is done which is crazy to me

2026-01-22 17:22:26 UTC

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gave up then found it in the little crate under my bed because i was thinking of what id have to do next (make the holes for the tuners which id probably have to use my right angle for which is also in there)