Welcome to my swamp. Enter at your own risk.
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I swear it's like with those old-school RPG alignments: yeah, your plan sounds great, but your chaotic neutral still compels you to see if the dragon wakes up if you pluck a hair from his ball. #darndangit npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Morning in bed was yet again "enhanced" by the kids needing a million and one things, leaving me not in a great mood. She decided - out of the blue - to try to improve it with a hug first and then jokingly pulling Her pyjama up, quoting me that "a boob sight a day keeps the bad mood away." That caught me off guard: for one, since my advances a day or so back were not met with success; for two, children were still looming near; and for three, She dislikes prolonged teasing/sessions, and having Her do things like this just reminds me that She is submitting to my needs and not vice versa, which is noble, but it really dampens me down thinking about it. 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I knew there was a spice mix I hadn't exposed my children to! npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema pt. 2 https://cdn.azzamo.net/77ce98205ab98f1c3ea75d2970e3884e9af4b423b30722604b5615e3aa49aea6.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema ✊ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema This wonderful specimen of a human is doing more for human health than 4 of 5 therapists. #changeMyMind npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/660ada277f478c229bd7b990ef779a50fbebffa89dba8c031e8505f776966aa7.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://y.yarn.co/f84aca0c-70c7-4935-8319-6ccb54c74aa4_text.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/b91bee2a8e37ada5470d47f2f1dfc6a0ce37976ea5815ccafac24cc471396055.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Heck, I keep posting precisely due to void 😁
