Welcome to my swamp. Enter at your own risk. Author doesn't bite, but is known to occasionally try to lick. Subema means 'someone who likes submissivity'. #nsfw friendly, #flr wannabe, occasional #foodstr
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Last Notes npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Scary... https://cdn.azzamo.net/5a055ea8c4477d36da0e457d3235d57027df19682061664e11be6c46e24ddf29.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/66fb64782ec065636d818d9e335b8c0bb25fc8a8b9d13f00189b84c83bf86dfb.png #meme #ornot npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It would be so much easier if I actually knew what I want. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/c03e0403b5d1ee6844553283a96f1176d60295b3adba5f7bcb8e179a25381d13.jpeg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Lying in bed just before sunrise, contemplating my sub-satisfying intimacy levels, when the child decided to climb into our bed and proceeded to knee me in the family jewels. Thanks for the signal, Universe - you really work in mysterious ways. #ornot #parenstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕☁ https://cdn.azzamo.net/532144a075a993d05aa01ac6abdf57914c79787e419a0feea5edbf6e3f9bae33.jpeg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/ca670b9fcab8c99b4ef932a51fca84adb5fe48b2563efc315da9ab9621d2572c.webp #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #PeacefulLife https://cdn.azzamo.net/f5290df55044b2fa5581d7640bf2616c912d1a1c72f88ae656a612239fb707b0.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Living negative space art! 🤩 https://cdn.azzamo.net/2d8bff6cf0706dcd9d671f385ee28f738574e2b58940a6dc35f01ad23859b240.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema The subconscious is a mighty beast. Needed to get cough syrup for the kids, and autopilot put me right in front of the wine rack... #parentstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I read it for the plot https://cdn.azzamo.net/76f0426d3dc264dccda3db4139691a52370a6c09ca81f852900211aa2043d4c0.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #FuckThePolice https://cdn.azzamo.net/f3d150d89c2503247d57caed9c36e2a480465079f7e4ee49e7527e179e9e80af.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #sharedhobbies https://cdn.azzamo.net/058ff4530c8ad2506f28f34394a32239390d32d52bd595059a7bcaebcda8ced1.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/50f2ffaebfc9054d300de400b2f26a165d650090379720bf70173372d4bf3c71.jpeg #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Taking notes here... https://cdn.azzamo.net/6123ab2ab7f973e0143a163124734ab8e677871822b71173ad45bd344786d1a5.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/4a6fa89f94f387e4a6f627a8a01db907d9f7022d0a7aa2d4c60d6defc7c3da6a.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/54f67a3d650c09af1dfbf0936628320921cd50ad517583f06fa4926c1dfe3c87.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/4d21a1f4341aedeb6bf3d75297af84b7327a5e2903299436b36ff7b7ced8fe61.png #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/359b7cce9533ef005c118529901cfcb4892639418c9eb21385fdcf50936ab5ae.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕☁ https://cdn.azzamo.net/85757b27634c8c0e0e7e0c9211e885af6d06ea34f3ffb0cee517ab5014a49333.jpeg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #truestory https://cdn.azzamo.net/6a52fb08c5da418d190fd1e8d2d52cecfddf62e991888fbd6bbcc2ab6e446e34.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I woke up to a zit on my nose. 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If there is any chance that their parents could get intimate (and possibly procreate a concurrent sibling), they WILL wake up, regardless of how far or how tired they are. #truestory #parentstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Not necessarily a lack of empathy (which I would chalk up under emotional response) when it's needed. But a lack of perspective (even for cases that aren't emotional)? Definitely yes. Not that people do it on purpose - sometimes they don't even think about it. 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Thought it would be different - I always considered myself more of a hard-intelligence person. Maybe I should be thinking less and feeling more, but I believe life would find another way to have its last laugh. Believe me, the irony is not lost on me. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #guilty https://cdn.azzamo.net/7896686bc0686773d2126910185e0c4997f74cbf76f91bb3a06062651a97dd3c.webp #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema On one hand, you want to make room so children can grow and explore, like gradually having them take more and more responsibility, with everything good and bad that comes with it, like having room to handle their morning routine on their own. On the other hand, they wreck the bathroom and sometimes even each other with fights over the sink (there are two of them and we only have a double sink). So today, split between two choices I didn't want to make, I chose a third. Just went there and brushed my teeth in the upstairs bathroom with them. Not as oversight - I was just being there. And everything went smoothly. Just being there can be enough. Sometimes. #parentstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema word. https://cdn.azzamo.net/45f477d21c6acc55a01a57544ecc0dd79a479f2a2f6bc16ee19d907d7908d27b.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/6282ddc7314f671da259aec0ca5a63878bb825c4097aed0c4e9601f3a1045abf.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema But for console... that's causual gaming, maybe try PC? :D https://cdn.azzamo.net/aa8522e1e347a916ee7a0a0168c708432b63c486a011b6fb52a9d99aad97fdbe.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/2a7972f0b76e380fb522111b243a0b23c3e5551e24ec66f35a7f7ffcd526b93c.webp #progamermove npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/95ec436085f059b76dd42ffddb74ad02a496d9fa1d0f5ec22814541339d15d7c.png #AgreeToDisagree #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/71f22f4f572864c5afcf56d0e4d3c3bba93703ab093101392cf87f123edf2a84.mp4 #therapy npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕☁ https://cdn.azzamo.net/8b2aa4de9ed1e2c35d02e641b14f82d589b4c76779b00ce62d26e6d2f54d7299.jpeg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema There is a movement rising with people ringing the alarm about the rise of multitasking - us using phones to vibe code during the morning commute. Heck, even Montessori calls for a single activity at a time, even in cases like no background music during reading time. But I think multitasking can actually be beneficial. Like this morning I did wall-sitting during my hot towel preshave. #smort #5pushups I should try being in love AND being content at the same time next. Heard it's rad. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Yes. https://cdn.azzamo.net/3656248603ccf42279c60d889f6bbbfbe4e0d6f017d88036ce9066c88f855e7d.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/63169b9438cede8eb51640c095db47767f5dac9678aa58e2c5ea57232d80018b.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/b5cd6ebe7fe701f0662815287ba6767340c502af5ae95b78f93f55386d8bcffb.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/7f9eba07580d783883f8668d729dce8dda61a3c7a927bd39393dba6cf4e78ec6.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, I see the game has changed a bit from what I remember... https://cdn.azzamo.net/2c13413320f87ac01497bdf5f97434026b428ab33e8d6d3e5392b24f40676e47.png #minecraft #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Plans for tonight? https://cdn.azzamo.net/8bd170477f2605bb090d721f96fec208e12d4a3987781ec2c628bdcd59fbd9ec.png Oh, I forgot you have hockey today, never mind... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/5efc0a7c4b0eeb17eaea3c8fcab6e79dad19875f5e4b9540947c37ca086b13c9.png #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/ccee7710c4a7904d1bd75f317690eedeb19b7b3c0ce41b983790f338022e4da2.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/4ef0b0e82d95169a7af24ec4bcffef3de3fe0cad85d7549e9ea3d3a50f708697.png #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/24c7bea8dd07c59cfbbb8b71be5e0dfcb7394ae0d5939f5695d6cc8b7a33d700.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Cc @nprofile…5fkf 😃 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/22ee3ccaf64e82605fdc6d56ac9e30c161ef9f1b7ad268bc58082e5c9cb32bb6.webp Allegedly... #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/955d3329f90529d2e525ab7c7d3992ce05ad2047575de90dbbdb43a833f3853a.webp #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕☁ https://cdn.azzamo.net/85757b27634c8c0e0e7e0c9211e885af6d06ea34f3ffb0cee517ab5014a49333.jpeg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/9b2e2ddf8a9069fa11d86cc66fd2df5f2cdac0682f7328bae71189361e248781.jpeg #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/c595903459e697c41ef036c270cdd46f227f5faac80075779cb7e3c04123a287.webp #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/82d3f954fd6bbd2666eb7feb7449b9618d35cbec33678d7ba13619322b385875.webp #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I used to be bad at communicating. I still am, but I used to, too. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema What's next, yellow paint on her tummy button? https://cdn.azzamo.net/04bd7357fec95061b656372fc284afb4e0eb14a0833b0f5619eb45485e8e91c3.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/561e87a8b654a8d35fc0b73da1908df516f25d874005cece9fa1199a9c539349.webp #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema After consulting doctors (Dr. Claude and Dr. ChatGPT - they both moonlight as overprotective strict ladies in uniform, but alas), I got praised for skipping football yesterday while my knee still felt unstable, and got prescribed some knee tendon exercises. I did them together with my morning stretching today, and with a sigh I remembered that when someone mentions "personal trainer with whip," it's always as a joke, not in a classified ad. 😐 #5pushups npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/e8e2695f72e40f9ab5ef0954381eeca91eec17f0fe4c11eefa8be2ebe9cd2d9c.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/c9cbeb45a07983afec72899dd383bce7dd61907c36d86cb49dad8f624898718f.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Kinda glad that I don't believe hypnosis would work on me, otherwise I would explore ways to do some shortcut to a Pavlovian response, like you can only orgasm with permission and to a clicker sound or something similar, you know, just to be completely Hers... Or have Her ruin me for anyone else in some other ways.... Preeetty sure it's not healthy, but it's kinky. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Be the reason she rubs Her 🐱, not Her forehead. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema 🟩🏳 in Her: has this in Her reaction folder https://cdn.azzamo.net/73f04d9a565b2c42ff64c26164372ca3e1c17efe04c7461fefca84074bb20fee.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/9e904c46d67028103b0f4101903eec2814ff2f1545afb0211edc1f4573f39889.webp #meme https://c.tenor.com/6IxQzcFGAkMAAAAC/tenor.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/33d1093686d875a236e235416bba8882a56d5bcdf8e6f45a922fdb33d9a3c7f0.webp #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Or, hear me out, bikini massages! Damn, I am getting ahead of myself again 😄 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Still.. yet to meet dragon that is into surprise bikini depilation 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema That's the new idea 😁 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Still envy of you doing your wife nails 😄 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema That was the original idea way back when I started posting here 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Just bought a foot massager (on credit - don't worry, cash flow is fine, just need to build up the score in this stupid system). Partly to try to take up the mantle of #90daychallange again with those foot massages... Sigh, when I thought I got over it. I swear it's like with those old-school RPG alignments: yeah, your plan sounds great, but your chaotic neutral still compels you to see if the dragon wakes up if you pluck a hair from his ball. #darndangit npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Morning in bed was yet again "enhanced" by the kids needing a million and one things, leaving me not in a great mood. She decided - out of the blue - to try to improve it with a hug first and then jokingly pulling Her pyjama up, quoting me that "a boob sight a day keeps the bad mood away." That caught me off guard: for one, since my advances a day or so back were not met with success; for two, children were still looming near; and for three, She dislikes prolonged teasing/sessions, and having Her do things like this just reminds me that She is submitting to my needs and not vice versa, which is noble, but it really dampens me down thinking about it. Still, just hugging was fine. A few hours later, there was a chance - kids outside, She relaxing with tea, and me having just finished doing the dishes. Took off the glasses, asked if the offer was still on the table. Had a nice petting session with just enough kisses for Her breasts and stomach. She even had me hump against Her crotch by giving me impulses with Her heels poking my ass cheeks - not sure for whose benefit. She is like a panda in giving off hints of having needs, I swear. Anyway, kids eventually broke our bliss not even 10 minutes into it. She tried to redirect them, but without success. Still, it was fine by me. Even told Her that I loved that, and I think that having this level of intimacy every other day would greatly improve my mood. She said with an affirmative smile that we will try. Not holding my breath though. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/6e16365e58a009de26fcf763b24910511480dd487a6752c4d0fd7c0993b681b4.webp #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Visited an art exhibit with the kids recently, and one piece was a laser hologram that required illumination by your phone's flashlight to make the piece come alive. Kids were underwhelmed, to say the least. My hours of looking at physics videos on YouTube finally paid off (told ya!), and I tried to crouch down to the kids' level to get their POV. Lo and behold, it wasn't working from the low angle. I brought them up in my arms and they finally enjoyed it as well (not as much as a random puddle outside the venue, as every parent can relate, but alas). The lesson here is that sometimes you have to get uncomfortable to understand someone's standpoint. But never forget to stand up by/for yourself after. #SliceOfLife npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Agree on the video, but what was the controversy? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM! npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/50882b3e6a12e72096d85845f5cd9bb67276e427701ae1980e97460fad363022.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕☁ https://cdn.azzamo.net/2dfb5f9a4ad8a86608670ba9c8c80e6369c7caf8a06b85fa869851a0eb39e1c7.jpeg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema God forbid we try to have fun... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I would play this game. Or DM it. Or be an NPC in it. Or be a fly on the wall. https://cdn.azzamo.net/6d3f8cccb362e0b7213f1324e2052b85fe9ebb082fb18f39ed83090b38c5c4f8.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Teriyaki! I knew there was a spice mix I hadn't exposed my children to! npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema pt. 2 https://cdn.azzamo.net/77ce98205ab98f1c3ea75d2970e3884e9af4b423b30722604b5615e3aa49aea6.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema ✊ https://cdn.azzamo.net/01c9449d06d556b80b8b5ed287de47f4cd8425e681ad71c75d9f31906919934c.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema This wonderful specimen of a human is doing more for human health than 4 of 5 therapists. #changeMyMind https://cdn.azzamo.net/a621eb512be4b721fe6322a8fb7ff4d53c838075ba04f869a0b31fd6255a11db.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/660ada277f478c229bd7b990ef779a50fbebffa89dba8c031e8505f776966aa7.webp #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://y.yarn.co/f84aca0c-70c7-4935-8319-6ccb54c74aa4_text.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.net/b91bee2a8e37ada5470d47f2f1dfc6a0ce37976ea5815ccafac24cc471396055.png #meme npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Heck, I keep posting precisely due to void 😁 Ok, kidding, interactions are always nice, but currently handling Nostr more like "my swamp microblog" rather than social network, so YMMV